How to Be Untriggerable conscious relationship embodiment emotional healing feminine embodiment inner child work inner work masculine embodiment nervous system podcast episode polarity relationships triggers Sep 14, 2026

Somewhere along the way I started using the word untriggerable. I may have made it up. I may have picked it up from someone else and forgotten where. Either way, I've said it on this podcast and in coaching calls for years, and it keeps coming back to me. Men especially will bring it up months after...

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How Good Can This Get? Leadership, Health, and Loving Her Body Better Than a Doctor Would health optimization masculine leadership podcast episode polarity relationships Aug 24, 2026

There's a question I hear from men all the time. Some version of it comes up over and over: how do I lead? What am I supposed to take charge of? When you try to picture leading in a relationship, the frame is usually too narrow. You imagine making a decision about money, or planning a date, or havin...

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The Newest Version of You Is the Most Authentic One authenticity podcast relationships Aug 17, 2026

Dawn and I recorded this week's episode outside, sitting in folding lawn chairs at the edge of a lake in northern Wisconsin. Birds, bugs, a breeze, and a spider that made it into my nose partway through. Almost three years of doing this podcast and we had never once recorded outdoors. It turned into...

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Love and Sex in Relationships Can Be Easy abundance desire feminine embodiment intimacy marriage masculine embodiment podcast polarity relationships scarcity surrender trust Aug 10, 2026

This post is a full written exploration of Episode 144 of the Infinite Devotion podcast, part two of a two-part series. You can listen to the episode on the podcast page, on Apple Podcasts, on Spotify, or on YouTube. Part one covered abundance and scarcity as general ideas. This one takes you into h...

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The Mindset That Decides Whether You're Desirable abundance conscious relationship mindset relationships scarcity mindset trust Aug 03, 2026

Picture yourself in a car. You want to go somewhere, so you press the accelerator all the way down. At the same time, your other foot is pressed all the way down on the brake. And just to make sure, you've also got the emergency brake pulled up as far as it goes.

You are trying to get somewhere. Yo...

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Church Girl to Porn Star: Dawn's Life Beyond Shame dawn of desire freedom infinite devotion podcast relationships religion sexuality shame Jul 06, 2026

By Dawn

There was a time in my life when I couldn't say the word porn out loud.

Not because I was shy. Because it triggered something deep in me. The word itself felt dangerous, dirty, off limits. If you had told me a few years ago that I would end up as one of the fastest growing creators on Only...

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It Was Always About More Than Dom/Sub coaching dom sub devotion embodiment infinite devotion podcast polarity relationships shame Jun 29, 2026

A note to anyone finding Infinite Devotion for the first time, and to everyone who's been here from the beginning.


Three years ago, this podcast launched under the name Infinite Devotion.

A year or so later, it became Dom Sub Devotion. The reasoning made sense at the time. Dawn and I were going dee...

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