When Devotion Demands Everything - Christina McBoyle’s Journey Into Love and Surrender | Infinite Devotion Episode 83
What happens when a woman who teaches union finally marries, and finds her own work standing in the way?
FREE for submissive women: The Self Respecting Submissive Woman, Dawn's manifesto
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GO DEEPER: Living Surrendered, Dawn's workshop on letting go of control
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Christina McBoyle has guided women around the world into their feminine essence and into union for over twelve years, and she's a friend Dawn and I have known for several years. She met her husband Ryan right after a painful surrender of her desire for marriage, married him six weeks later, and was pregnant within six months. In this conversation she shares how much her work was taking from her, how pouring herself into teaching was quietly sabotaging the polarity of her marriage, and the dream she had the night before we recorded. I share what I once told her by the water near Austin: I would never let Dawn do what she does.
We talk about why you can't lead and follow at the same time, the idea that union begins where ego dies, and her deeper understanding of she descends and he rises as the full deconstruction of a woman's identity. Christina describes setting down the curated self, the freedom of being fully kept by a man, and what marriage and motherhood feel like now. Then we take on the question many women will ask: do I have to quit working? We get into prioritizing the relationship, desire as the feminine imperative, and how pouring yourself outward can numb you to your own longing.
If you're the woman gripping control and pouring yourself into everything but your relationship, Dawn made Living Surrendered for you. It's her workshop on how she let go of control, with the full Q&A. Watch it here:
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